September 21st 2023

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I still see her sometimes. Out of the corner of my vision. Sometimes it's hazy, I could only see fragments of what she looks like, or at least what I think she looks like. She's only been gone for a few weeks but I'm scared I'll forget her face. I don't know what's happening to me.

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Everyone is saying I'm crazy. Maybe I am. But only I know what happened that night. I know what I saw. I could still hear the damn scream.

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During these past few weeks I tried going back there. I stole a lot of the papers that were left on the desks in that room. It took some effort though, on some days the room won't open, like it's locked. On other days, the room won't even be there at all. I tried deciphering the language but I can't seem to figure out some of the words. It's weird, I've never seen this language before and whenever I showed it to anyone else, they don't recognize it either. Yet, I could read some of it. Not all, but some. From what I could read it seemed to be some sort of research paper. About what exactly, I'm not sure.

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I'm hoping I could get to the bottom of this soon. I need to save her. If she's still out there, I will find her. I will find her.